when he talking to me

i don't know what he was thinking.. he just made me confuse of this feeling
some days ago he made me so angry and mad at him so i don't wanna see him
some days ago he acted so arrogant and showed that he's cool at making me mad
some days ago i try to forget what i get to him

i don't understand what he was trying to said to me last time
i don't get in what he was suppose to get along well with me that time
his face is so deviating and make me want to slap him
but i know he's cute and i tried to thinking that he's not haha

waaarrr
this weeks is so pathetic for me
he's broke all the good relationship with me
he made me so mad at him
he made me hurt so bad
and he made me forget all the feelings that i though i had

oh gosh
did i?
was i?
whether i?
how can i?

be so stupid to thinking 'sarang' to him..
be so jealous when he's flirting with others
and be so naive when i was nearness him

oh shit!
i have to forget all the things that i though was true
i have to spend my life to hate him (hha hope i can)
i have to be so usual when he's nearness me

BUT I CAN!!!
oh god.. help me
i don't want to be hurt anymore
i don't want my life be so pathetic like it was
and i don't want my friendship is broken (because i know one of my friend like him a lot and better much than me!)

show me the wayy
if it's the way to forget or to be together with him (in my imagination)

<3>

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