i try

what's wrong with me? i've already told myself to not did the same mistakes..
what happened to me? i can't promise what i've been swore to myself.

Is something wrong with me? everytime i saw him, i remember that feelings
Is something happened to me? while i was alone, i saw him in my memories..

how can i get something wrong in me? when i try to forget you, precisely i remember you
how could something happened with me? i don't know yet

i don't know what happened and got wrong in me. i just don't know
that feels was gone already for a long time. but why it came again? please help me..

i don't understand why that person came to me. with his exclusive style getting closer with me
that things i want to avoid from me, but it just can't. because that person is like invisible

i'm trying to do the best for myself to avoid him in my mind
i'm trying harder to throw him away, to kick him out of my mind
i'm trying a lot to forget all the memories of him, all the bad and the good.
i'm trying hardest to make me HATE HIM.